I am thinking today about a couple of things.

Sometimes I say words that I don't really mean. I say them as a joke, like "he's stupid" but he isn't, and even if he was I wouldn't say that. I was thinking how even though I am kidding I would NEVER say those things about my mom. Why do I think I can say that about someone else? FAIL. Changing that...

KB and I set our 2012 goal(s) I am sure there are more to come later. #1 Secure husbands. Matt Garff wants to know how we plan on doing that. To answer that, there is a Keith Urban song I would like to quote, "if I knew what I was doing, I'd be doing it right now."

Anyone have any good ideas for ward FHEs? or smaller ward activities? I need some inspiration.

I meant to watch the BYU and Jazz games tonight. Then real life got in the way.

I felt like blogging. Which is funny, because I should be writing in my journal right now. I was looking at a few old posts. I have discovered (okay remembered) that my life pretty much revolves around me. I think I need to reach out a little more. I have also noticed I need to branch out. My posts go like this. work. handsome man. work. me not wanting to work. handsome man. me being cryptic. me thinking about handsome man but not writing it. my love of _insert time of year here__.

I went to Idaho for Kelli's Senior Capstone. It was great. I got to see Trev and Joelle and..... Brother McGary. I love and adore that man. He was my Dad in Idaho. I haven't seen him in about two years. It was soooo good to see him. I wish I could explain how much I admire him. I can't. Just know.

I bought a dress today and I think the guy gave me his employee discount (that or there was a secret sale.)


There are some other things I am thinking, but to protect myself from self incrimination I am just going to say, "I love being a girl. I love my life and I am really happy here."

I love Christmas time.

I don't know how much I love that he can make a better gingerbread house than me.